Sunday, June 25, 2006
HEY PEEPS!!
i moved(yea i know, again!) But this time i think it's permanent, because i definitely prefer xanga more then blogspot now!! They dun eat up posts!! WEEE~!!
http://www.xanga.com/haniedarling
RELINK PLEASEE~~~ =)
preened and ranted* 7:10 AM
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Monday, May 22, 2006
i just realise that the photos are like SUPER BIG.
and im too lazy to edit them.
oh this is so pointless.
preened and ranted* 8:39 AM
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i'm so bored i can die. so bored that i read back on my very first blog, and after that proceed to spasm uncontrollably because i found it super super childish.
though i think i do have some really really funny posts. super embarassing yes, but funny. =P
Okay, let's backtrack. i'm in this SO NOT LAZY mood. so i'm gonna put pictures!!! weee~!!
Okay, so to summarise poly life, it's great fun! (besides the homework of course). Our whole class is full of photo whores, and gigolo. So we do have loads and loads of pictures, and i'm still waiting for more from rachel. Today's library phototaking session damn fun eh? =D
Ahahaha, i'm too lazy for captions, and there's like a LOT more to post up but im too lazy to, so im gonna stop here.
Poly life's DAMN FUN!
=D
preened and ranted* 8:39 AM
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FUCK IT LAH!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
fucking bad day today!!
-cher damn angry at whole class today. wasted like 3 hrs of lessons and making us all super du lan.
-failed my test. 8/20. 20% of assessment. how fucking smart.
-went drinking. tried new flavor and it tasted like shyt. didn't even get high. AT ALL. gonna get myself wasted on friday and nobody is gonna fucking stop me.
-suddenly everyone dun wanna go MOS. Plans changed, i wasted $36 bucks. like damn fun lah. everyone wants movie. i watched all that's available oredi, so, no place for me.
-2nd day of cold war with him. pang sehed me by not going MOS too. double du lan. knnbccb.
-nobody i can find who's on enough to go MOS!!! singapore teens are getting super boring lah!
-I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh great. found one who's going. thanks kai, you saved my life. =)
like shut the fuck up everyone else.
i'm pissed beyond words.
preened and ranted* 8:39 AM
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Rachie's blog's song is making me cry.
I'm just in this wretched mood now, that fustrates me further because i can't put it into words. I think every little thing can set me on and off. I'm forcing that damn smile on my face without knowing what i'm happy. You know that feeling? Like i'm not sad, but i'm not happy either, but i just gotta put that smile onto my face though i'm just feeling.. well.. emotionless. or irritated. or fustrated. without knowing why exactly.
This is really driving me crazy. I cannot even put into words what i'm feeling now!! And it's not even that PMS-y kinda mood swings, because it's long over.
LOL. a word just came to my mind.
ANGSTY
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Now i think that would be a good word to describe how i'm feeling. because i'm feeling angry at every little things around me now.
Weird. I must be needing sleep.
-.-Zzzz
preened and ranted* 8:39 AM
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okay, i do NOT like this new blogskin. i mean, i like the layout and color, but not my pictures!! but i'm wayyy tooooo tired, and there's tutorials to be completed, therefore i shall complete this another day. =)
taz everyone!
x)
preened and ranted* 8:39 AM
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
I WANNA BLOG!!!THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I WANNA BITCH AND RANT AND WOOHOOO~!!! ABOUT!!!!
but i can't as long as i don't change my blogskin, because i'm sick of it and because i'm lazy to.
i wanna blog, but i'm lazy to change blogskin, which leads to me not being able to blog.
Bloody hell. Bloody contradictive.
next time la.
x)
preened and ranted* 10:52 AM
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
Feeling abit under the weather today. Thinking about alot of things, and i'm missing all my friends. Guess that's a gauge of how long i haven't met up with any of them. Sigh.. A Cappella brought back some of my life, but i feel so worn out that i just wan to throw everything aside and rest in someplace nice. Someplace with friends, music, fun and me. Sigh.. @.@
Oh oh, i'm playing with the idea of getting a tattoo. In fact, i've been playing with that idea for quite some time. It started out as a reckless thought, then it escalate into me wanting to make it a reality. I just can't seem to be able to get that idea out of my head, and i've even been searching for pictures of it. I mean, off with the negative images that comes with a tattoo! What age is this now? The 18th century?? Pple should start getting a grip! I mean, i see it as body art, tattoo-ists see it as body arts, idiots saw it as ways of acting cool and the public(at least in singapore) saw it as "the unruly bunch". It's so infuriating, that majority of singaporeans are so into the-girl-next-door, and so against girls that comes with even a teeny weeny "negative image", that i wish i can create a weapon that destroys all these narrow-minded pple. Teehee~ imagine them all dead! Wooo~! No, i don't think it's plausible, so the only way is to move out of singapore, which is a idea i'm thinkin of accomplishing when i grow older. After working as a salesperson for only 4 mths(tho trust me, i've seen enough these 4 mths), i can safely conclude that majority of pple that i can serve happily are westerns. Sure, there are singaporeans who are very polite, but they live more than half of their life in other countries(so it shows alot about the "jiao yu" of our country's pple)
Kns, i can go on and on about this topic, but i just found a website with really nice tribal tattoo designs we can d/l and use, so i'm gonna check it out. =)
bb
preened and ranted* 9:24 AM
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Currently chatting with the craziest girl i know on the planet, after me(Zhiyi). She started a emoticon battle with me, and both of us liang bai ju shang - we left with stitches on our sides. =D And i collected more emoticons, which i'm sure she did too, which makes us both crazy bitches very happy. xD
Which kinda took my mind off things, because i was very very very very sad after a long convo with one the world's most insensitive prat. Which led to me asking this ques after we talk.
"it doesn't hurt to be a bit more sensitive right?...."
"it kills okay. So sensitive FOR WAT?!"
"..."
i shall quote Hermione from H.P G.O.F - "Just because you have the emotional range of a teaspoon doesn't mean the rest of us does!"
=(
preened and ranted* 8:37 AM
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It's one of these days, when a million things are running through my head, and i dunno which one to finish thinking first.
I blew my money on clothes and make-ups and food. And if i had the sense to save, i believe a 2000 bucks in my bank is not that un-achievable. Except that i really want that dress/blouse/makeup/bag/wallet/blah blahs on display, really want to spend my money on expensive restaurant or cafe(because i wasn't in a good mood), or really need that new whatsoever.
Sighz... i never knew i could be such a HUMONGOUS spender. Or rather, i thought the shock at SI(judges were mean!!!) shocked me into going on a spending spree. Before i knew it, more than half the money i've earned is gone. Gone into oblivion. >.<
List of things i bought this month.(all in the name of spoiling myself)
1.)Nike off-shoulder. $50
2.)Charm bracelets x2 $50
3.)Cargo pants+Shawl $42
4.)3 basics from Giordano $36
5.)Gel foundation $45
6.)Eyeshadow Winter collection $14.50
7.)Kiap eyelash de $3.90
8.)Customized pumps(which i haven't even collect yet) $49
9.)4 prepaid cards so far $42
10.)Handphone accessory $16
I round it up nicely to 10. NOW GODDAMIT LOOK AT THE MONEY I'VE SPENT!!! AND I HAVEN EVEN ADD UP THE ONES I SPENT ON RESTAURANTS?!?!?! AND MOVIES?!?!!? AND TRANSPORT?!?!!? AND NORMAL GOING-OUT-AND-EAT-AND-WALK-WALK DE EXPENSES?!?!?!
God, i can hardly save $300 every month. And to think i aimed to save $1000 by my 3rd pay... Sighz.. Money come fast, go faster leh. >.< And i wanted to get a tattoo, dye and cut my hair, get new jeans and everything. By school re-open hopefully. And my mum won't sponsor a teeny winny bit at all. But then, i only give her $300, so i shouldn't complain. =P
^-^
Nvm, i'm getting next mth's pay in another 12 days~ And i only need to spend it till the 13th when i go off for break and orientation. That leaves money for saving/spending~! WEee~!! And my mum will also resume giving me pocket money!! DOUBLE YAY~!!
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Right, next thing up. Been out-of-touch with friends. Kinda feel like i've no social life left. Work everyday, too tired to go out when i have leave. It's getting into a boring boring routine. And sometimes i jus want to bang my head against the wall and end it all. Money brings me that short period of happiness and comfort. Sometimes i feel so sian lo. What for earn those money and spend it on something that'll only make me happy for a while? They'll only bring me that slight period of comfort, what comes next? That same emptiness again. If that's how it feels like to be working, i would rather study my whole life. I miss studying, tho i never thot i wud say dat.
Anyway, i realise i never mentioned anything about what courses i went into? It's Law and Management! Sounds impressive eh?(or at least dats wat my mum thinks because she went ard telling the whoel world i'm studying LAW) but it's kinda boring, especially when i don't have really close fren in the same course as me. =(((( But i'll cope. =D
Tired from the typing man!! Haven type so loooooonnnnnnggggg in AGES!! Hehee~ go rest and fill in my forms le la. BB!
preened and ranted* 8:37 AM
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
i'm goddamn bloody nervous.
preened and ranted* 7:15 AM
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i delete all my entries!!! and i decided to do away with archiving, which means whatever i wrote last time has been wiped away and what i write now will be invisible to pple who missed any of my posts for the month. xD
I've been pretty contradictive i think, first i close my blog, then i open another, then i close it again, then i open another, all the time saying i won't go back to blogging. >.< But i decided to blog public again, in case anyone forgets my existance, which i'm sure many of you are close to doing already. =) In anycase, i'm back, and you guys should be happy. Hur hur~
I wanted to blog about many things actually, but i'm currently sick, and feeling like shit at the same time, so i'm not exactly inclined to give a blow-by-blow account of what happened and my feelings and blah blah blah, so i think i'll head off to sleep now.
nites~
preened and ranted* 7:15 AM
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